Sometimes it get's real hard
And I need some kind of output
For unput twice the size of my one inch mind
So slap me on the hand
Put it right back down my pants
Kick me in the ass

Well today I say sweet things
But tomorrow i'll be making up excuses
For my actions because it's been so long
Since i've been in love

That special kind of feeling
Guess my best excuse
I'm on the wagon again

Well I got no real excuse
I'm on the wagon again
Hey

Tired Of Waiting For You

So tired
Tired of waiting for you
I was a lonely soul
I had nobody till I met you
But you 
keep me waiting 
all of the time
What can I do???
 

It's your life
And you can do 
what you want
Do what you like
But please don't keep me 
waiting
Please don't keep me 
waiting
Cause i'm so tired
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting 
for you

I Want To Be On T.V.

Wanna be a T.V. boy
Wanna go on Solid Gold
Wanna date a millionaire
Wanna make people stare

I wanna be on T.V.
Want people to know me
I want to be on T.V.
Started out in 64
Gonna be an 
omnivore
Wanna make 
people dance
Gonna take 
off my pants

On a magazine
Gonna have some 
free cocain
Wanna wear my 
Calvin Kleins
Then the world 
will be all mine

Don't Want To Fall In Love

Don't want to 
have you hanging
Around me like 
a leech
I think your just 
a problem
So stay the hell
away from me
Because 
I don't believe in you
And I wanna sit here 
all my life alone
This may sound a 
little rough
Don't want to 
fall in love

Don't need security
I ain't no dog
without a bone
Don't have 
no time for love
So stay the fuck 
away from me
Because 
I don't believe in you

And I wanna sit 
here all my life alone
This may sound a little rough
Don't want to fall in love
This may sound a little fucked
Don't want to fall in love

Do Da Da

Every time I'm falling down
You take the repurcussions
Headaches and anxieties
Advancing my frustrations

Rush into my depression
Sacrifice everything
Waste with me into nothing
Well now you're stuck with me

Hand up your soul to my wrist
And I'll vow my trust to you
Moving on and I always thought
I realized you've imagined
You take the repurcussions
Headaches and anxieties
Advancing my frustrations

Rush into my depression
Sacrifice everything
Waste with me into nothing
Well now you're stuck with me

Hand up your soul to my wrist
And I'll vow my trust to you
Moving on and I always thought
I realized you've imagined

J.A.R. (Jason Andrew Relva)

My friend drove off the other day,
And now he's gone and all they say,
Is you gotta live cause life goes on
But now I see i'm mortal too
I can't live my life like you
Gotta live it up while life goes on

And I think it's alright
That I do what 
I like cause that's the 
way I wanna live
And so I give
And i'm still giving
 

And now I wonder about my friend
If he gave all he could give
Cause he lived his life like I live mine
If you could see inside my head
Then you'd start to understand
The things I value in my heart

You know that,
I know that,
Your watching me
 

Gotta make a plan
Gotta do what's right
Can't run around in circles
If you wanna build a life
But I don't wanna make a plan
For a day far away
While i'm young and while i'm able
All I wanna do is....

Suffocate

3 AM, I'm drunk again,
My head is standing 
underneath my puke,
So make it stop, 
I'm getting off.
Make it stop, I'm getting off.
Sedatives and dizzy spells
And feeling like a 
salad in my puke,
So make it stop, 
I'm getting off.
Make it stop 
I'm getting off.

Well, slipped into 
a coma once again.
Where's my organ donor?
Lend a hand.

So when you think you're all alone,
No one's left to come around,
Drop like flies and empathize,
Cause I know that I will someday,
And I know that I will suffocate,
Suffocate, suffocate, suffocate.

One night stands and cheap regrets,
I take another drag off 
of my cigarette,
So stop, I'm getting off.
Make it stop, I'm getting off.
One last stop for one track mind,
Just give me shelter, 
give me give me something.
Make it stop, I'm getting off.
Make it stop, I'm getting off.

Well, slipped into 
a coma once again.
Where's my organ donor?
Lend a hand.

So when you think you're all alone,
No one's left to come around,
Drop like flies and empathize,
Cause I know that I will someday,
And I know that I will suffocate,
Suffocate, suffocate, suffocate.

Desensitized

Clenching my teeth tight
My head is like a sponge
Give it to me free

I wanna get ripped off
And drown in the airwaves
Another fatal wreck
On the information highway

So go ahead and kill yourselves
It all amuses me
For I'll be damned to spend my life in hell
Another wise ingrate

Bring me blood and pain
Of a stranger's fate
Give it all away

Gimme, gimme now

I'm desensitized
I wanna watch the bomb
Blow the masses high

I wanna get ripped off
And drown in the airwaves
Another fatal wreck
On the information highway

So go ahead and kill yourselves
It all amuses me
For I'll be damned to spend my life in hell
Another wise ingrate

Bring me blood and pain
Of a stranger's fate
Give it all away

I wanna get ripped off
And drown in the airwaves
Another fatal wreck
On the information highway

So go ahead and kill yourselves
It all amuses me
For I'll be damned to spend my life in hell
Another wise ingrate

The Ballad of Wilhelm Fink

Said that I'd meet you 
At the Berkeley Marina 
3 AM when no one will be found. 

All I got in mind 
Is a Boone's Farm jug of wine, 
Smash a bottle in the parking lot. 

But considering our luck, 
We'll get busted by the cops. 
Instead of sex, we'll go to jail. 
Another lesson learned and failed.